IM GOING HOME!

YES! im coming home!

"Jon, looks like theres nothing going on at the moment. We're sending u back home"

FINALLY hahahaha. So fucking happy!!!

but it sucks that im not getting paid leaves... T.T

Alright, wouldnt be blogging from now at the moment. Gonna be busy back home, unlike here.

Ciaos Ciaosss Ciaoosss!! HAHA

Going or not going?

Apparently im suppose to be on the vessel (ship) right now but it seems like its never gonna happen?

Was about to go, until Boss said "Come back, you gonna kill urselves at sea at this time of the month"

"Why boss?"

"Its the monsoon season again, rough sea, and you dont wanna be rocking in the boat all day long."

"Okay Boss, wutever you say" *Thinking how long more im gonna be stuck here in singapore..*


SO... yups. Hope they will send me back or something. Haha..

Sick and stuck at home

Gosh, finally i've moved out from that shithole apartment! Haha ive decided to move to my cousin house. Thanks to those south african apes, for not letting me get enough sleep the entire week caused me to catch a fever along with a cold and very bad sore throat.

I hope i'll be alright by monday, cannot afford to miss work. This fucking company doesn't pay me for days i don't work. Hahah bastards.

Gonna take some pills and rest now :)

Not enough sleep man!

Ah fucking hell, the apartment was all cozy and quiet with just Darran and Me until some fuckin south Afri-cunts decided to drop by and stay. Everyday i come back from work after working like a dog, wanted to have a good night sleep.. but these fuckers will always be back late from drinking making fucking noises up to 3 - 4am in the morning. I hate sharing apartments with strangers.

Damn that Darran, managed to escape this shits cos he's heading back to aussie.. Haha lucky bastard.

We'll see how long i can last in this apartment. Im thinking of moving into my cousins house for a while till these bastards leaves. I need my fucking sleep hahah.

Mr Lonely :)

Sigh.. its not much of a fun when ur alone at home during the weekends.. but i did went out yesterday night for some food & electronics fair at Suntec city with Darran. Not bad, only we're out of cash at the moment so no gadgets for us that day. After that went to some Irish pub and had a go with some beers and shots before we head home.

Its damn boring now.. i think i might head out to the malls. Might watch a movie or something.. and some lunch. Haha

Haha! Video Ray

Today, finally got to fly a real ROV finally came true. Thanks to the training.

But its only a fucking small one, about the size of a ... hmmm... remote control car. Its somewhat a VideoRay? haha have a look for urself



Adiosss

Tough Job

Finally at work, they managed to get me out of the Simulator room for today.

Hahaha! But who has to know that down at the workshop. im actually doing labour work :(

bangla work actually... carry large bundle of logs, woods, and metal scraps. Yeah, and also carrying boxes, sweeping floors.... wtf man. Fucking tiring and sweating in my coveralls.

Did i mentioned i have to wear coveralls? the jumpsuit mechanics always wears on during dirty work and greasy jobs? Haha

i guess being apprentices aren't as good as it sounds.. but its still better than sitting up at the simulator haha!

We'll see how it goes man.

P/s. This is wut u meant by flying the ROV using the simulator


ROV Simulator


Darran with the simulator

Weekend's here :)

Shit, got a lil wasted last night. Lucky i stopped myself from drinking more. If not i wouldn't know where the hell i'll end up.

Went out with Kenny (the singaporean guy) and Darren yesterday after work. He kinda show us around. Went to Chinatown for some chinese food. The food's here totally diff man. Singaporean style and msian style...totally diff.. And then we fuckin order until like 8? 10 dishes? But it was good, not as bad as i think it would be.

Went into a traditional tea shop later. Drank tea in traditional style. Apparently to release bad toxins and gas.. all farting and burping after drinking it.

Later were at Vivo City. Walked around then went on down to St James powerhouse pubs. Hang around there pretty long until we got wasted. Halfway in the night Kenny went missing, called him and he was in the cab on the way home.. wasted. Darren and I head on straight home too after a while.

Shit.. still can taste the whisky somewhere between my teeth. Feel like puking now :| still having a lil hangover from last night..

Alright, today since its a weekend. Maybe i should do some exploring. Ciao

Holly Crap!

Shit, I didnt expect myself to be doing this kinda thing at work. Being a dirty mechanic and all. Wearing the orange jumpsuit while holding a big ass spanar.

Today was the first time i got down to the workshop. Previously it was always upstairs, doing lots of reading and training with the ROV simulator.

Oh fucking hell, and the worst is i have to deal with philipino technicians. I hate some of them. Really. fuckin pinoys..

And working with lotsa other guys from around the world. Sometimes, i find it hard to communicate with their scottish/french/irish accent. And most of them are veterans, old fuckin dudes. But some of them are nice. Not all of them are stuck up, as u know they tend to look down on asians. But overall, most of them are nice. For now i hope, not until i pissed them off? *gulp*

Starting to see how my work's gonna suck. Haha again we'll wait and see...

P/s. For those who dont know wut im doing here, im actually a ROV Pilot/ Technician.

ROV's also known as Remotely Operated Vehicle's are subsea machines used as observation under deep waters or operates for maintenance of underwater rigs. Maybe i've gone too technical, but yups. thats wut im doing here.

My second day in Singapore

Fuck, couldn't really sleep well last night. Kept on thinking alot..

Today didnt do much, just followed my cousin to get an Ezy card (used for MRT and buses, something like a touch and go card) at Tampines. Seriously, i dun know how to pronouce this. Its not pronounce as Tam - Pines. Its Tem - Pee - Nis. Yeah, tem and then penis. Cos if you were gonna say tam - pines, some cab driver wouldn't understand.

Later in the afternoon, moved into the company's apartment at SIMEI Rise. Its called Savannah Condo Park. They had this fuckin african theme, so as u enter the condo, its all just jungles and lots of trees and statues of wild animals. The condo's are surrounded by rivers along the pathways. But hell, the condo aint that bad. Fuckin classy place. Has a big fucking safari pool and a bowling alley underground.

Had to share the apartment with other dudes, met two guys here. One aussie dude, Darren and one Venezuelan dude, John. Inside the apartment, classy it is :)

Alright wanna sleep soon, gotta start work tomoro. First day. Sigh.. Money money money money money keeps me going money money monaayy....

Finally Here ..

Yeap, after days of waiting im finally here. Happy or not i just can't seem to tell.. we'll just hope for the best then :)

But im definitely sad leaving everyone behind. Im definitely gonna be lonely here sooner or later. Sigh..

Anyway, I reached the Changi airport about 0800 hours. Travelling alone sucks! Especially when u need someone to guard ur bags (and i mean big luggages) while ur going to the washroom, or when ur gonna line up to order food. No one i can trust.

So later I took a cab straight to my cousin's apartment at Flora Drive, Pasir Ris. Plan to bump in one night then move in to the company's guest house at SIMEI Rise. If that's how u spell it.. haha.

Alright, good nights. Hopes for the best!

Broke Broke Broke...

Ahh shit, today's another laidback day for me...

This time i think im really god damned broke. Sigh.. Just spend the guys dinner two days ago, fuckin cost me a bum! Hahaha even drinking at Starhill wasn't really a bright idea at all..

Since its my last week here in kl, i think i should just stay home more often, since i still have lots of booze in my storage, should invite the guys over to finish it. I probably need to finish up packing too..

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We're having fights so often. I dun know whether its my fault or not. Have i not given all? I really dun know if she is expecting much more from me, what else could that be.. Im so sick of arguing...

i wish that she could just understand better...

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Hmmm.. five more days, then im flying off to singapore for my new job.

Hope this time they dun delay my projects anymore.. I need to work! I need money! So many things i wanted to buy, but i guess i have to push that aside for the moment. Rather spend them on friends and my loved ones. as long as everyone's happy, im satisfied.

The dinner was great, seeing everyone meeting up with each other again after months and months of not being able to have time to meet up. The night was full of talk and laughter. Satisfied :)

Im a Bummer..

Damn, lately i've been practically bumming and spending money like water. There's no bloody income going into my bank account at the moment, not even a single cent. Still waiting to start that new job. Cant wait! But on the other side, I dun really feel like im ready to leave here yet. Gonna miss everyone back here..

Ahh, god damnit. Anyway its my responsibility. I cant afford to sit back and relax (just yet) while waiting for the money tree to grow in my bank account. The only way for that to happen right now is for me to involve myself into some 'biznis haram'.

Sigh, it won't be much of a difference whether im here with the gang. Half of us are already gone. Our group kinda got separated with everyone studying or have migrated somewhere far.

It all started with yaufai aka kaitantou, UK
Then soonlee aka Cockface, Aussie
Then honyew aka Helan, Aussie
Then keegan aka hampinface, Aussie (but managed to come back KL also)
Then Boon aka bigheaad, Aussie

Did i forget anyone else? haha wtf

From our group of 10, looks like now we're only down to 5 which is still surviving in Malaysia. All the 5 of us, we don't even meet up that often anymore ever since we got into our working life. Growing older i supposed, is that why the responsibilities are there? LOL besides getting all the old age advantages like gigs, clubs access and .. Casino! yeah, casino... Its been always a dream to go into the casino last time when we were underage. But now, honestly it wasn't as fascinating as before. Not because i've been losing all these while but its also because of the crowd. China, Indon, Philipinos crowd.. shit wei. Some corner of the place even stinks like shit. Compared to the Casino's in australia, i'd rather not gamble here in Genting.

Hmm.. I doubt i would even update this blog that often anymore when i start my new job. I bet its gonna be very busy then.. Ahh fuck it lar hahah! One month work, on month off. Its like Stress on, stress off.. So im gonna enjoy/pissed off about it until i can :D

Back to Blog

Wow, i think it has been almost a fews years ago since i stopped blogging.. remember BleedBlack? Yeah, that lame old blog. Don't bother searching it, deleted years ago :)

Don't know what came up to me to decide to blog again.. Hmm.. Maybe because im just too bored at home doing nothing. Oh yeah, updates on my current life :)

Not much, just growed older.. and currently a blue collar working citizen :)

Where am i getting rich?

Nah, im just some ordinary worker who 'makan gaji' only. Hahah! Actually im enjoying my break here you see. Just quit from ASTRO (yeah, the satellite tv company) and waiting to move on to another job in Singapore next month. So basically im kinda bumming around right now. . Love it! More sleep, more time to relax, putting on weight.. I Fucking love this life! But im getting no income at the moment :) Heheheh! Surviving on my savings...

#%KANINASAI!$@! ... All my savings, almost sucked dry! Im trying to cut down on buying unnecessary things.. but of course, behtahan when i see others having it! Hahaha, i just gotta wait till i start my new job... just wait... waitt...