Broke Broke Broke...

Ahh shit, today's another laidback day for me...

This time i think im really god damned broke. Sigh.. Just spend the guys dinner two days ago, fuckin cost me a bum! Hahaha even drinking at Starhill wasn't really a bright idea at all..

Since its my last week here in kl, i think i should just stay home more often, since i still have lots of booze in my storage, should invite the guys over to finish it. I probably need to finish up packing too..

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We're having fights so often. I dun know whether its my fault or not. Have i not given all? I really dun know if she is expecting much more from me, what else could that be.. Im so sick of arguing...

i wish that she could just understand better...

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Hmmm.. five more days, then im flying off to singapore for my new job.

Hope this time they dun delay my projects anymore.. I need to work! I need money! So many things i wanted to buy, but i guess i have to push that aside for the moment. Rather spend them on friends and my loved ones. as long as everyone's happy, im satisfied.

The dinner was great, seeing everyone meeting up with each other again after months and months of not being able to have time to meet up. The night was full of talk and laughter. Satisfied :)

Im a Bummer..

Damn, lately i've been practically bumming and spending money like water. There's no bloody income going into my bank account at the moment, not even a single cent. Still waiting to start that new job. Cant wait! But on the other side, I dun really feel like im ready to leave here yet. Gonna miss everyone back here..

Ahh, god damnit. Anyway its my responsibility. I cant afford to sit back and relax (just yet) while waiting for the money tree to grow in my bank account. The only way for that to happen right now is for me to involve myself into some 'biznis haram'.

Sigh, it won't be much of a difference whether im here with the gang. Half of us are already gone. Our group kinda got separated with everyone studying or have migrated somewhere far.

It all started with yaufai aka kaitantou, UK
Then soonlee aka Cockface, Aussie
Then honyew aka Helan, Aussie
Then keegan aka hampinface, Aussie (but managed to come back KL also)
Then Boon aka bigheaad, Aussie

Did i forget anyone else? haha wtf

From our group of 10, looks like now we're only down to 5 which is still surviving in Malaysia. All the 5 of us, we don't even meet up that often anymore ever since we got into our working life. Growing older i supposed, is that why the responsibilities are there? LOL besides getting all the old age advantages like gigs, clubs access and .. Casino! yeah, casino... Its been always a dream to go into the casino last time when we were underage. But now, honestly it wasn't as fascinating as before. Not because i've been losing all these while but its also because of the crowd. China, Indon, Philipinos crowd.. shit wei. Some corner of the place even stinks like shit. Compared to the Casino's in australia, i'd rather not gamble here in Genting.

Hmm.. I doubt i would even update this blog that often anymore when i start my new job. I bet its gonna be very busy then.. Ahh fuck it lar hahah! One month work, on month off. Its like Stress on, stress off.. So im gonna enjoy/pissed off about it until i can :D

Back to Blog

Wow, i think it has been almost a fews years ago since i stopped blogging.. remember BleedBlack? Yeah, that lame old blog. Don't bother searching it, deleted years ago :)

Don't know what came up to me to decide to blog again.. Hmm.. Maybe because im just too bored at home doing nothing. Oh yeah, updates on my current life :)

Not much, just growed older.. and currently a blue collar working citizen :)

Where am i getting rich?

Nah, im just some ordinary worker who 'makan gaji' only. Hahah! Actually im enjoying my break here you see. Just quit from ASTRO (yeah, the satellite tv company) and waiting to move on to another job in Singapore next month. So basically im kinda bumming around right now. . Love it! More sleep, more time to relax, putting on weight.. I Fucking love this life! But im getting no income at the moment :) Heheheh! Surviving on my savings...

#%KANINASAI!$@! ... All my savings, almost sucked dry! Im trying to cut down on buying unnecessary things.. but of course, behtahan when i see others having it! Hahaha, i just gotta wait till i start my new job... just wait... waitt...